Kaleidoskop 2014

3 posts with same title in one page shows how lazy I am with this blog *deep apology*

Sejauh ini, 2014 has been good. I found out many things, including what I'm gonna do after graduating, who I really am, what I want in my life, I can say this is the year of finding.
Ada beberapa pencapaian yang gue bangga, ada beberapa momen yang tidak terlupakan, but overall this year is good.
And I'm happy. I find me.

Resolution?
POST MORE THINGS HERE.
I miss me typing random stories. Eventhough I'm not sure if any of you still reading here, I hope I'll keep writing.

I seriously need to find a proper signature to end my post.

Closing This Blog?

Heyho!

Been ages since I type something here.
So basically, gue abis buka-buka arsip lama dari jaman 2011 (I don't even have the nerve to open the 2010ish because it's gonna be so embarassing), therefore I notice few things.
I'm not a person I used to be.
That's why I actually like blogging (eventhough I'm getting lazy over the year) (yet I keep the embarassing posts) (eventhough I really want to DELETE it like right now), it shows how much you've changed.
Like how I've said I don't know what I'm gonna do after graduating, or I don't know my life-vision, or just the cheesy things I've written here.
I changed. And I think we all did.

I know now what I'm gonna do after graduating, and eventhough I still don't know my long life-vision, I think I can picture my life in the next 5 years. And all the cheesy things, they look like so easy now. I'm kinda jealous of my old self.
Points?
See, no matter how you worry everything right now, you'll find the answer. You will look back and you will be proud how much you change. And yes, you'll be okay.

Memories

Sometimes, you get confused. Do you really miss the person? Or you just miss the memories you had with them?

People just came in and walked out on me few times. Sure you couldn't blame them, but is it wrong to miss them sometimes?
I'm sort of experiencing this lately. But I guess I just miss the memories. I have the best I could ask for now, and I know I wouldn't trade it for some memories in the past. But sometimes I can't help to feel this urge to somehow trying to reconnect with them, which I could avoid gratefully.
It is just... sometimes I miss the memories.

Kaleidoskop 2013

Astaga sudah setahun ga ngepost. Maafkan aku kawan-kawan.

Jadi setahun kemarin itu ya... Hmmm.
Melewati masa-masa paling sulit jadi mahasiswa selama kuliah.
Terjebak gontok-gontokan, prahara, apapun itu namanya di bawah sana.
Being in a stable relationship.
Resolusi ga ada yang tercapai. Jangankan tercapai, pertengahan tahun ini aja udah lupa apa resolusinya.

Kemarin baca quote dari HIMYM: "I think for the most part, if you're really honest with yourself about what you want out of life, life gives it to you."
Is it time to start being honest?

Happy New Year!