I swear to God I'm in the middle of writing my dissertation, but I feel like rambling at 12 AM, so here I am.
I had meaningful conversation yesterday, talking about life and how sometimes, we dwell in uncertainties and losing hope that everything will go as we plan. I have been there. I have been in a hole, for 6 months or longer, I honestly felt like that phase of my life was a blur, up until now.
I think it happens to everybody.
(I swear to God I don't know what I'm trying to say but I feel like writing)
Life sucks sometimes. For some of the people, life sucks most of the time. You feel like you're losing direction and everybody turns their back against you, well not really, it is just you feel worthless.
And that's okay.
Everybody has their moment, I guess. I won't say that it will be okay, I can only say that too shall pass. I don't know how it will turn up for you. I can only say, you either choose, or life choose it for you. Just remember, you won't be stuck forever. You can feel like you are in the middle of nowhere now, but trust me, it will change. I can only hope for you (whoever you are who reading this), it will turn good. If it's not now, maybe later.
I have a verse that guides my life from the moment I read this verse from Quran.
When you look at it for the first time, maybe you will think it's so cliche, as we human normally loves something that is bad for us, but we can unlove that, and we are very aware of that. But, as I took a walk this night going back home, I felt like it was beyond that. You don't know if it's good or bad for you, you just give it a best shot, and you love it wholeheartedly. But God knows. You may feel like it's so unfair when it is taken away from you, or when you fail, but I'd like to think that, when you're already giving the best effort, that is up to Him. And when we succeed, or fail, that is actually the answer. Everything happens for a reason. Just, give your best shot, and when you feel it is the best you can give, what happens after that is beyond your control. You might not understand it know, or forever, but I'd like think that there is greater plan for you behind that.
I swear this might sounds cliche, but honestly, that is how I avoid regret for these past years. I gave my best, and I stopped worrying. And just remember, whatever uncertainties you're having now, it will pass. It will become clearer and brighter, and you'll be in the road that is destined for you.
I had meaningful conversation yesterday, talking about life and how sometimes, we dwell in uncertainties and losing hope that everything will go as we plan. I have been there. I have been in a hole, for 6 months or longer, I honestly felt like that phase of my life was a blur, up until now.
I think it happens to everybody.
(I swear to God I don't know what I'm trying to say but I feel like writing)
Life sucks sometimes. For some of the people, life sucks most of the time. You feel like you're losing direction and everybody turns their back against you, well not really, it is just you feel worthless.
And that's okay.
Everybody has their moment, I guess. I won't say that it will be okay, I can only say that too shall pass. I don't know how it will turn up for you. I can only say, you either choose, or life choose it for you. Just remember, you won't be stuck forever. You can feel like you are in the middle of nowhere now, but trust me, it will change. I can only hope for you (whoever you are who reading this), it will turn good. If it's not now, maybe later.
I have a verse that guides my life from the moment I read this verse from Quran.
... It could be that you dislike something, when it is good for you; and it could be that you like something, when it is bad for you. Allah knows, and you do not know." - QS Al-Baqarah: 216
When you look at it for the first time, maybe you will think it's so cliche, as we human normally loves something that is bad for us, but we can unlove that, and we are very aware of that. But, as I took a walk this night going back home, I felt like it was beyond that. You don't know if it's good or bad for you, you just give it a best shot, and you love it wholeheartedly. But God knows. You may feel like it's so unfair when it is taken away from you, or when you fail, but I'd like to think that, when you're already giving the best effort, that is up to Him. And when we succeed, or fail, that is actually the answer. Everything happens for a reason. Just, give your best shot, and when you feel it is the best you can give, what happens after that is beyond your control. You might not understand it know, or forever, but I'd like think that there is greater plan for you behind that.
I swear this might sounds cliche, but honestly, that is how I avoid regret for these past years. I gave my best, and I stopped worrying. And just remember, whatever uncertainties you're having now, it will pass. It will become clearer and brighter, and you'll be in the road that is destined for you.