Right Love

I learned it hard way, love could come as many illusions.

I had one where it felt like a rush in your blood, asked you to jump with the flow.

I had one where it felt like walking on a thin rope, asked you to be prepared to fall into the pit of darkness.

I had one where it felt like getting lost in a maze, asked you to be patient and navigate your way out of it.

I also had one where it finally felt right.

What I also learned is,

the right love will make you safe.

The right love will not take you for granted.

In the right love, happiness is not a luxury.

It is given.

In the right love, you will not be always okay. You will fight. You will have arguments.

But the right love will encourage you to be better. To grow together.

The right love will not make you feel like you are not worthy.

The right love will appreciate your values. Your beliefs.

The right love will not make you any less of yourself.

And when you know, you know.

Kaleidoskop 2018

See, the less dramatic my life is, the less my post will be either.

2018 had been good.
A real good one.
I experienced so much happiness, joy, I kept staying from trouble,
and well,
it turned out real fine.

Here is the thing though,
I still live in fear and insecurity that,
sometimes,
life has its way to ruin itself in mine.
I do believe that it will not stay like this everytime,
this being all this calmness, happiness, assurance, and all the good things in my life now.
But when the time comes, I hope I am armored with strength and warmth and all the people who will stand by me through thick and thin.

2018 was one of my favourite year,
hopefully 2019 will follow.